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Adonis Testimony – Running From God

This video of Adonis Bemish’s testimony was shown at Northshore Community Church on Sunday. His story is one of running from God, hitting rock bottom, and finally surrendering his life and following God. Adonis has been a part of Tower of Light Ministries for the past several years.  I’m glad God brought him here and it’s been a privilege to walk with him on his journey of finding hope, support, and healing.

Matthew 5:14-16 “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden; nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.”

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Documentary “How do you Like Me Now?”

How do you like me nowThis documentary is a great resource for parents, spouses, siblings or children of someone who has come out as gay. Parents, siblings, and children are often unprepared for this news and struggle with how to deal with their loved one in a loving yet Biblically appropriate way. Spouses deal with the shock and feelings of betrayal and the difficulty of how to handle this with the children. This film is narrated by Joe Dallas, author of “When Homosexuality Hits Home” and one of my favorite authors on topics regarding homosexuality. The film includes clips from a number of people who have walked this journey as they describe their experiences.

This DVD is put out by the same organization that did “Such Were Some of You”, a documentary that “tells the story of how people develop homosexual confusion and how Jesus Christ brings healing from those things that contribute to their same-sex attractions.” Both are excellent resources and can be purchased at as well as through Amazon.

Such Were Some of You documentary 7pm July 10th!

Such_Were_Some_of_YouThis Friday evening I’ll be doing another screening of the documentary Such Were Some of You at 7:00pm at Northshore Community Church.  This professionally made, 2-hour documentary “tells the story of how people develop homosexual confusion and how Jesus Christ brings healing from those things that contribute to their same-sex attractions.” It includes many excerpts from the lives of 29 people who’ve walked out of homosexuality as the film describes how same-sex attractions develops in someone’s life, what the gay lifestyle was like for them, how they walked away from that, and what their journey with Christ has been like since. It’s a very informative and hopeful film.

For a short trailer of the documentary click here.

The Third Option: Being a Christian with same-sex attraction


Tired of Living Scared of Dying

Photo by Lee Morley

I often encounter Christian parents whose child has just announced that they’re gay and going into a homosexual lifestyle.  The announcement usually comes as a complete surprise and parents are devastated by the direction their child is pursuing and the potential ramifications of that choice.  Most of these kids have been raised in the church by Christian parents – so what is behind such a radical shift in direction for these kids?

Many Christian strugglers I meet with talk of the shame and self-hatred they carried for years regarding their same-sex attractions.  They know what the scriptures say about homosexual activity and they feel so much shame for having same-sex attractions even though they may not have acted on them.   All the scripture regarding homosexuality is regarding homosexual activity not the attraction itself, however many young people haven’t made a distinction between the attraction and the behavior.  They feel that if anyone knows of their attractions they will be rejected and ostracized, particularly by their Christian friends and family.  Sometimes as a teenager they risked telling someone, only to be told they are confused and don’t really feel that way, effectively sending them back into silence again pretending the attractions don’t exist.   Eventually these kids, who are filled with shame and self-hatred and are tired of living in secrecy, find a place where they can be known and accepted  – the gay community.   They’ve grown tired of living in secrecy and self-loathing so they throw open the door of their closet, join this new community of friends, and nothing is going to put them back into their closet of secrecy, shame, and self-hatred.

Our culture will tell you that as someone with same-sex attractions you have 2 choices: to either stay in the closet, drowning in shame and self-hatred or declare yourself gay, join the gay community and live a gay lifestyle.  The church will often imply you have one option – stay in the closet and pretend you don’t have these attractions.  Actually today many churches have opted for an additional option – reinterpret scripture so that you can follow Jesus while embracing a guilt-free gay lifestyle (this option is a big topic and needs to be a whole blog article itself).

There is another option, a scripturally valid option, very few people are talking about – that we can be Christians following Jesus, have same-sex attractions (or any other issue for that matter), and commit our lives to following Him in holiness and not follow through on those attractions to activity that scripture calls sin.  That we don’t have to be in the closet pretending we don’t have the attractions and living a life of hiddenness, shame and self-hatred however we also don’t have to declare ourselves gay and embrace a gay identity.  That there’s no shame or condemnation for those with same-sex attractions and committed to walk in holiness with Jesus; that we don’t choose same-sex attractions and God isn’t judging people for attractions they haven’t chosen.  That we can be Christians following Jesus, admit we have same-sex attractions, and hopefully be embraced by a community of Christians who are likewise struggling with their own various issues but wanting to follow God in holiness. Our issues don’t define us, they’re not who we are.  Our identity is in Christ.  While our identity is in Christ and our issues don’t define us that doesn’t mean we have to deny we have issues.

The third option: We are Christians committed to follow Jesus in holiness yet struggling with a variety of issues: pride, materialism, gossip, lying, porn, same-sex attractions….  This is the option we need to be talking about to our Christian youth and fellow believers.